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[November 02, 2009 | 08:53 PM] |
- e.e. cummings book
- magazines for collages
- polaroid film, if i can find any
- regular film for manual
- good set of pens for drawing
- bigger journal so i can draw in it
my bday's in 10 days :)
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[October 28, 2009 | 07:57 PM] |
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so sleepy, always. sometimes i wish i had a friend who would wanna take naps w. me haha
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[October 26, 2009 | 11:06 PM] |
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01. i was angry cause i was mad for letting us grow apart
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[October 26, 2009 | 07:08 PM] |
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you always do this haha i don't know why you care. i'm hoping i won't start caring this time cause i know you'll be gone soon.
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[October 19, 2009 | 04:29 PM] |
- i'm not mad @ all, i just don't wanna have to deal w. you. i don't care if you feel like crap today, that's not a reason why i should not be upset because you're being an asshole for no reason. i understand that you were afraid for my safety but i can't explain anything to you, ever. how was i supposed to know? you can't just punish me for something i wasn't aware of, wtf. i didn't lie to you and my college essay is perfectly fucking fine, so don't tell me that shit especially since i don't want you to evr read it, it's personal. you get angry too easily and then you feel bad too easily too and idk how to deal w. it, evr. i already feel like i dissapoint you enough, why do you have to tell me how stupid i was and all the mistakes i've made. I KNOW ALREADY, i made them.
- you're a bitch and i rly want nothing to do w. you. i'm finally fed up w. your bullshit and i think i'm just completely done w. you. you're fun and i love you, but you're only concerned about yourself. and that screws me over all the time cause you expect me to do things for you and evn when i say no, you get angry and then i just give in cause i dont wanna deal w. it
october sucks.
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[October 12, 2009 | 11:38 PM] |
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i think i can do it this time.
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[October 05, 2009 | 04:10 PM] |
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god damnit, i'm so fucking stressed. whenevr i don't do my homework, my teachers take credit for it and whenevr i do it, they don't check. i can't find my french bk or wrk bk. i don't have enough time to do any of my work sometimes for a wk straight because of my job. i have a huge test in anatomy tmrw. michaels jsut called and i was supposed to wrk today but i thought i was supposed to wrk tmrw so i might be screwed. i hope i don't have so many pts. that i lose my job. i'm having issues balancing school, work, hanging out w. friends and looking for colleges and doing my applications. i'm having issues concentrating gaaaadkashdkasd i can't wait til i've applied to colleges so part of this is off my back. evrything seems like such a big deal just cause i'm freaking out haha
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[October 02, 2009 | 06:09 PM] |
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someone told me that the ppl who upset you most and the ppl you love most are usually the same. it's funny cause i'm so against having to deal w. bullshit that i usually just grow apart from the ppl i love most because they start to be the ppl that make me most upset and i dont wanna have to deal w. it =/ oh well i guess
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