i'm getting so sick of everyone. or maybe not everyone but just the people i'm closest to and idk. i hate losing people. i hate how confusing not being close to you anymore is because i don't kno how to feel about you anymore or what's going on in your head and i wish i wasn't replaced. always. i hate how you're such a dick sometimes for no reason and how i still don't know why i had an anxiety attack that night and how i was having difficulty thinking straight and i couldn't figure out what i meant and then you were told things that weren't and aren't true. i hate waking up to hearing you talking about me and wanting to correct you but being too nervous to say anything. i want space from evryone. i've held on to too much again =/
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